The Pioneer

I went around the Sun for 28 times. I have seen many births and deaths, infinite colors of life, faithful and unfaithful people. Also people who believe in platonic love. All these rambles in my mind. My experience may be mundane but I present it in neologism. I don’t believe in nihilism because every bit of life is full of zest, zeal and zealous. So here I present my nostalgia as Eclipse of a Beautiful Mind........
Author
Samrat Mandal

The Myth of Last Exam

“Exams are meant to test our abilities, knowledge and experience. Without examination we can’t justify anything in the world. But to get the sweet result we pay a lot then we get”.

Every One in his/her life has to go through many examinations and test on various levels. But the joy of giving last examination of an institution is entirely different from any other examination. Only feeling of finishing of a degree tickles the mind and makes the full of joy. The examination can be of any level e.g. Matriculation, higher secondary, graduation, master etc. Every time we finish each level with the last exam we feel mesmerize. But this is a misgovern idea because this is only one side of the coin.

Stepping out of the examination hall by submitting the last answer sheet, one might feel happy. But at the very moment the zephyr of happiness is shun. The rumbling happiness which was provoked long back before examination is ruffle. With end of last exam many emotion, relation and thought are also rinse.

After clearing an examination one is recognized as savant. But in the core corner of the heart one knows, “I am going to loose my scintilla”. It gives a pain. Mind wants to boycott the time and wants to go back. When everyone hangs together near the examination hall. I can see partial gloominess in everyone’s eye. Everyone is going through a panic but there is no vernacular to express. The friendship, the bond, the love, the affection which has grown with time is going to dissipate in few moments. Many of us giving lament and some are speechless. Underneath of everyone there is one question, what next?

This hangs out after the last examination. May be the last for many. Many of them will never meet again to each other. The friendship which was started with a simple smile is going to end with a tight hug. I can feel the tendency and eagerness in every one to stop the time for ever but that is prodigious.

Everything which was very usual once the black board, the chairs, the institution bell, the trees in the lawn and many more. Now our vision has change for them. We can feel the pain of the black board when chalk has scratched its body; feel the suffocation of the bell which was always hanged; feel the burning sensation of tree which it has gone through to give us shade. The canteen which has provided us food and water; no matter if we are bunking our classes. The fan which without any hesitation ran for us. The small fight in friend circle; the birth bumps in birthday parties. And other name of god our teacher who were equally spreading the light of knowledge to every one of us. It happen to most of us, when something is with us we don’t appreciate it, but when it goes beyond our reach we realize its value.

It’s very common phenomenon to be attracted towards opposite sex. Many boys and girls have deep attraction to someone special but the tragedy is they have never been able to express it and today they know it’s the last few moments with their adorable one. Many couples will break up in few months and some in few days. All the love, affection and the insensible promises which the loving bud ever committed will be washed off in time cyclone. Only a glutinous pain in mind will stagnant in memory, which is exquisite and painful. I can see many couple in malaise because they know these movements are not going to come back. But there is a villainous saying for lovers “Out of sight out of mind”.

Time will flow with its own pace, every year a bunch of friend and lovers will pass through these feeling. The vision of every generation can differ. The level of vim can differ from generation to generation. But every generation laminates its feeling together with the Myth of Last Exam.

Question

Something happened or nothing happened
Only the question is that!
Is it justice to suffer pain, in self imagination;
Accept everything which is in our destiny,Without any tears without complain without fight?
Only silence ………to hide every thing
From everyone!
Or the real end of life is only and only
One wish?
Truth, death...….sleep
Sleep which has one hidden dream
But question is that
What is the dream?

A Special Wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Her fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

OPAL T20 Anthem (For Mphasis Cricket Team)

Blue is the color, cricket is the game

We all together, wining is our aim

So cheer us through the sun and rain

Opal, Opal is our name.

Fleet,Property and ZNA works 24 hours a day

KPL, Global and Pride are on the sky way.

Make blue your life, blue is always right.

Cheers for your team weather day or night.

We all are fighter, we all are the heroe.

Our country has given birth to zero.

We can shine, all the time

Home or away, come see us play,

We welcome you any day.

Shadow of a Girl who Never said No

“””“A simple girl with a Strong mind””””

“If I have to say something, I just say it. Never have regrets for what’s the listener feels. But every time I express my views I never been satisfied and never able to figure out the reason for un-satisfaction .But this girl is different from the bunch, I call her He-woman”

Being born and brought up in cosmopolitan city didn’t rinse off her culture a bit, still write om ganashya nama on every book.He -women is very vigilant to her studies, knows every corner of each subject, but then also she is pragmatic. Always ready to do uncalled help. She don’t have witty sense and not even malicious. She is acumen. Lives life in her way, she wants. And not a open book to everyone.

She is taller than average girls. She has big black eyes with spectacles on it. I always want to see her without those. She has a small mole on the tip of her nose and another below the neck. Her intensely curly black hairs lies beyond her shoulders. She has an athletic figure. She looks complete prolific. But has to admit that her feet are bigger than any other girl that I have ever seen. And her incisors are little over lapped.
She is very much rooted to her own thoughts. Anyone who comes in contact with her can figure it out that her thought are bridge between the orthodox and modernization.

To all my painting and written stuff she reciprocate and give circumlocution. I can talk to her long and discus different aspect of world because I always feel she has the potential to understand esoteric matter with solicitous and always try to dictum in conversion. She is a good speaker and a listener too.

Our thoughts are totally different from each other but she has never discarded any of our conversation. So as I say she is a girl who can’t say no ……….

More to add on this as I explore more, as many wrinkles to come, as many perplex has to vanish, as many season have to go away……….